God puts the biggest boulders on his toughest warriors

Its fair enough for me to say so far 2014 has been a difficult year, I made decisions that will always haunt me for the rest of my life
But most of all, has taken a lot of the poisonous people out of my life, and brought some people back from the past.
I got cheated on, like actually cheated on. Not like my last relationship where he literally had the descensy to cut me off before he made his moves,
But damn man. Like my heart is heavy with pain, and just to top it off, this boy is my baby’s daddy, a baby that never got a chance to live cuz it died inside of me. I never experienced this kind of betrayal, and I don’t know how I feel right now. My ego is coming out, but only to keep me in check and make sure I know who I really am. I’m so hurt. I can’t believe this.
I mean i know I’ll get by, obviously because I’m still alive, and I need to remain realistic and keep my goals in check. I’m procrastinating, and all because I wanna live life as a teenager still. Smh. Idk what to do.

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If you want to be unfaithful then go for it. I’m just let you do you, and if you happy with that then its whatever baby. I’ma just leave your ass alone and stay the fuck out of my way

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